Fox flew out and met me at a motel in Inyokern and we made love. Then, we began our hike the next day. He got 50 miles of practice in the desert before the sierra section. We experienced some challenges along the way. It was intense and there were moments where we both broke down into tears.
Fox was experiencing some intense physical pain, along with emotional pain. I was dealing with my own illusions… I think the fear-mongering got to my head a bit. Thinking about time a lot. Having to make it to town early so we could relax for longer. Making it everywhere on time so I could make it to Washington on time, “or else.” Then, we faced some intense financial illusions of feeling as though we were running out of money. That has been a pretty difficult thing to see through since we both appeared to not have enough.
Fox was experiencing some intense physical pain, along with emotional pain. I was dealing with my own illusions… I think the fear-mongering got to my head a bit. Thinking about time a lot. Having to make it to town early so we could relax for longer. Making it everywhere on time so I could make it to Washington on time, “or else.” Then, we faced some intense financial illusions of feeling as though we were running out of money. That has been a pretty difficult thing to see through since we both appeared to not have enough.