May 27, 2020:
So I decided to sleep with Luke… I was laying down on this carpet at Serendipity and he told me how beautiful my face was, he says that a lot. I know I play these roles, but I really do have a lot of fun with that, otherwise I wouldn’t be doing it. I can recognize that, now. I love feeling like a slave/damsel in distress. I’ve also really enjoyed that role-play of Daddy/daughter.
As I was laying there, there were red Christmas lights above me creating the perfect glow… I also got glittered up with make up so I felt like a little girl. There were wine glasses and candles in the background. Luke tasted like vodka/wine and something about that really turned me on. It reminded me of rebelliousness. I’ve always been drawn to that feeling. He seemed to know exactly what I wanted and the exact spots to grab me, roughly. The way he pulled my hair and licked my neck and growled at me… I love pretending to be someone’s prey, and vice versa. He also was a better match with me in bed than Isaiah—both penis size and went at a better speed. I really enjoyed his body shape as well. I felt extremely turned on by his arms and tattoos, however I recognized that I was not attracted to his pheromones. Usually he would disguise his scent with that of roses. Trying to remember that my only true love is God.
So I decided to sleep with Luke… I was laying down on this carpet at Serendipity and he told me how beautiful my face was, he says that a lot. I know I play these roles, but I really do have a lot of fun with that, otherwise I wouldn’t be doing it. I can recognize that, now. I love feeling like a slave/damsel in distress. I’ve also really enjoyed that role-play of Daddy/daughter.
As I was laying there, there were red Christmas lights above me creating the perfect glow… I also got glittered up with make up so I felt like a little girl. There were wine glasses and candles in the background. Luke tasted like vodka/wine and something about that really turned me on. It reminded me of rebelliousness. I’ve always been drawn to that feeling. He seemed to know exactly what I wanted and the exact spots to grab me, roughly. The way he pulled my hair and licked my neck and growled at me… I love pretending to be someone’s prey, and vice versa. He also was a better match with me in bed than Isaiah—both penis size and went at a better speed. I really enjoyed his body shape as well. I felt extremely turned on by his arms and tattoos, however I recognized that I was not attracted to his pheromones. Usually he would disguise his scent with that of roses. Trying to remember that my only true love is God.