Here I was, soaking in the hot springs with a super beautiful man… his hands sensually massaging my body. I closed my eyes & thought to myself “is this all there is?” I’ve went through so many men in my life… this was a dream of mine since I was a girl… to receive this sort of pampered attention… & for a moment, only a split moment, I realized it was all meaningless. But that moment was enough & it was everything. The patterns end when there is awareness brought to them. The rest is just remnants playing out.
- Hiking the Timberline Trail, Glacial Stream Crossings, Constant Birthing of the Present Moment and Time Being a Man Made Construct
- Letting the Ocean Heal Me, Hitchhiking Inland, Universe Gifting Me Virile Men and Honoring Their Cocks, Getting Caught on Camera
- Krystal’s Hibiscus Flower in Full Bloom, Stigma Around Traumatic Events, Forgiving What Never Was and Exploring Newport OR with Violet
- Guilty Pleasure Songs, Stranger Things Lighting Animation, Normalization of Sex/Violence and Rekindling with Krystal
- Meteor Shower in Jackson Hole, Spaghetti Dildos, Passion/Trauma, In and Out of the Present Moment and Making Love Under the Traces of Glittering Stardust