April 24, 2019

I am ready to experience a deep shift within my Being. I have faith in the vision of myself I aspire to become. I am ready to keep moving, because when I stay in one spot, I am cold… frozen. When I am moving, I am fluid… keeping warm. Today I’m beginning day 1 of hiking the Pacific Crest Trail. Day 1 out of 6 months. I feel scared, yet that is exactly why I am motivated to push my boundaries. ACIM has a line that poetically states that [Jesus] lights the way that we must travel to remember Him… & the PCT was symbolically calling for me. I want to learn how to enjoy my own company in moments of challenge. I am ready to meet people that are moving in my direction, not against it. I’ll never forget this German guy I met in Peru. It felt like a start for something new. He opened my eyes when I was going through a “heart break” & showed me that different people exist, people that are on the same path as me! People that get excited about backpacking around the world for 7 months over hitting up a club every weekend. Most of all, I am ready to heal the patterns I’ve been experiencing in my perception at a deeper level… to get a better understanding of where it hurts & why… to learn how to be okay with what arises. When I am in nature, I seem to experience myself finding the answers to my perceived problems… as if the branches are nudging me awake, the evergreen trees are transforming my energy, & the night sky is whispering to me that I am forever loved. Nature, the cosmos are my God. I am never alone. I know my spirit guides are always pushing me forward. My heart is craving this experience… to experience myself. I have faith in what lies ahead… trekking on with one foot in front of the other, with Love leading the way…