(X-rated) August 16, 2016:
I have been randomly talking about having a threesome and I actually ended up manifesting one—whoops. ANYWAYS, it was a guy named Eric who I met last year and his girlfriend, Kat. They asked if I wanted to participate in a threesome and I said hell yes because they were both vegan and attractive. What were the chances?
Ivan and I talked about it quite a lot. He told me he got pretty thrown off guard that I jumped for the opportunity when it presented itself. We started talking about all this random shit for some reason. I mentioned that my ex was bigger than him, but it didn’t feel that good because it was difficult to have sex and he said that wasn’t something a guy wanted to hear. I kept saying stuff like that, but I was trying to compliment him, however my word phrasing was not happening and I knew he wasn’t taking it the right way.
We got on the topic of the threesome again and we both decided that we were satisfied with each other. Still, Ivan gave me complete freedom to have one.
He said, “No expectations, no judgment. You are free to choose.”
And you know what? I truly pondered on it. The Universe gave me a GOLDEN opportunity. I had so many threesomes, foursomes, etc. but none of them were with conscious vegans. And the fact that Ivan gave me the freedom to choose made me want to choose him. Treat people the way you would wanna be treated. At this moment in time I didn’t feel comfortable with Ivan having sex with another girl, so I wouldn’t want to do that to him. Also, I felt satisfied with him. No one else sparked my interest.
Today was taco Tuesday. I was now a permanent chef for Cinderland. I was the tortilla girl. The vegan couple ended up coming to Cinderland and they were assuming the threesome was still happening.
I chilled and talked with them for a bit and they invited me into their tent. They gave me a massage and I felt so grateful. And then things escalated. They licked my nipples. I licked hers. Apparently I was her first girl and threesome experience. Anyways, I told him I wanted to take things slow and grow a relationship with them before jumping into things. Also, that I wanted to respect Ivan’s space.
I was so glad I communicated because I could see Kat’s tension with the overall experience. I could tell that she was visibly uncomfortable with the whole situation, as if she was only doing it because her man wanted to do it and I just didn’t feel good to see her in that state.
I, myself, stepped outside my own comfort zone because I was so used to jumping into these things rather than actually taking the time to build a bond with a person. It was definitely a learning experience. I appreciated the Universe.
I have been randomly talking about having a threesome and I actually ended up manifesting one—whoops. ANYWAYS, it was a guy named Eric who I met last year and his girlfriend, Kat. They asked if I wanted to participate in a threesome and I said hell yes because they were both vegan and attractive. What were the chances?
Ivan and I talked about it quite a lot. He told me he got pretty thrown off guard that I jumped for the opportunity when it presented itself. We started talking about all this random shit for some reason. I mentioned that my ex was bigger than him, but it didn’t feel that good because it was difficult to have sex and he said that wasn’t something a guy wanted to hear. I kept saying stuff like that, but I was trying to compliment him, however my word phrasing was not happening and I knew he wasn’t taking it the right way.
We got on the topic of the threesome again and we both decided that we were satisfied with each other. Still, Ivan gave me complete freedom to have one.
He said, “No expectations, no judgment. You are free to choose.”
And you know what? I truly pondered on it. The Universe gave me a GOLDEN opportunity. I had so many threesomes, foursomes, etc. but none of them were with conscious vegans. And the fact that Ivan gave me the freedom to choose made me want to choose him. Treat people the way you would wanna be treated. At this moment in time I didn’t feel comfortable with Ivan having sex with another girl, so I wouldn’t want to do that to him. Also, I felt satisfied with him. No one else sparked my interest.
Today was taco Tuesday. I was now a permanent chef for Cinderland. I was the tortilla girl. The vegan couple ended up coming to Cinderland and they were assuming the threesome was still happening.
I chilled and talked with them for a bit and they invited me into their tent. They gave me a massage and I felt so grateful. And then things escalated. They licked my nipples. I licked hers. Apparently I was her first girl and threesome experience. Anyways, I told him I wanted to take things slow and grow a relationship with them before jumping into things. Also, that I wanted to respect Ivan’s space.
I was so glad I communicated because I could see Kat’s tension with the overall experience. I could tell that she was visibly uncomfortable with the whole situation, as if she was only doing it because her man wanted to do it and I just didn’t feel good to see her in that state.
I, myself, stepped outside my own comfort zone because I was so used to jumping into these things rather than actually taking the time to build a bond with a person. It was definitely a learning experience. I appreciated the Universe.